I’m the perpetual pity date.

I’ve very rarely felt horny…I feel like I’m the only girl in college not getting laid when ever they feel like it.

I talked to my ex the other day, post coital. He told me about the girl he left me for a 28 year old virgin. Apperently I just wasn’t lovable becuase I wasn’t “pure”. It pissed me off, mostly becuase he told me he’s only with me becuase he has low self esteem. He actually said this too me , with a straight face while in my bed. IN MY BED.

I think the cruelty of the whole situation is just now hitting me. I’ve never felt so disgusting, not becuase he thinks I’m a fat ugly negro that is beneath him, but becuase I let that asshole in my bed to begin…. and after its all said and done, I’m most likely going to beg him to go to the spring formal becuase I have no one else to take me.

I wish guys liked the glasses wearing nerdy N’jaila as much as they liked the flexible sex pot pole working N’jaila.

Author: N'jaila

N'jaila Rhee grew up in north New Jersey and graduated with a degree in Journalism and Communication media from Rutgers University in 2009. Rhee began exotic dancing while attended classes at Rutgers, and still dances at special events. Currently working professionally in media in the NYC metro area, she enjoys writing erotica, eating Nilla wafers and giggling at the word "balls". View all posts by N'jaila